Life is so boring

Happy New Year ..

2007-02-17T08:14:00.000-08:00

hi everyone, if there is someone there .. hope that everything is going well for you guys man .. just in case you guys are still supporting me just wanna let you all know that i will be away for a while this coming march for long sailing .. i will only be back at the end of march, to be more exact, it going to be 28th march that is .. anyway , hope that everyone have a nice lunar new year and get more red packets ok ??

nothing much from me recently other then some time i do feel a little vex and mix up .. maybe i think too much .. whatever the cause it;s new year now and i won't bother too much about it .. see you around .. :)

Am it the only 1 or there are ppl out there reading this thing sharing the same feelings as me ??

2006-10-30T02:35:00.000-08:00

do any of you all feel that you are better of alone at times ?? some time i have this feelings, and it does not mean anything actually .. just that i feel kinda of stress out and tired when i am with my gf, why is that so ?? apparently, after asking around about this matter, i realise that i am not the only 1 here feeling this way .. recently i saw an interesting article some where in a magazine saying about this .. not sure whether that issue is the lastest issue but i think that it is quite interesting ..

there is a part saying that do you feel like you are bored when you are with your gf and you tends to go out with other gals .. actually i can say most guys will say ya , probably after being with your gf everyday for 2 years and more ?? hehe .. but back to the issue, they say that some times is not the company that you are with , actually it more of the things that you do together .. imagine the things that you do with your friends and you enjoy your friends company but how come when you are with your gf you feel kinda bored ?? it's most probably after a long period of time doing the same old things over and over again .. some advice for guys , maybe you can try something different with your gf like outdoor sports or take up dancing together .. hehe .. guess i have to answer this question myself too ..

just yesterday after a call from my friend, i had a bad fall .. i fell down from my bed .. haha .. you are right , from my bed .. and the worst thing is that i knock my knee against the floor.. so pain , nearly cried .. haha .. hell no , but it sure is painful even when i walk normally .. sianz .. maybe it cause of the call ?? i was shocked and sad when my friend hang up the phone .. i guess i was not paying attention at all when i was getting out of bed afterwards .. haha .. so that about all from me now .. hope to hear from all my friends soon ok ?? esp my mama sandy, anthea , shino and my ploy mates and so on .. just drop me a sms if you are busy .. see ya ..

:''< Dun ask ..

2006-10-19T00:48:00.000-07:00

finally my ship is out of yard .. finally things are starting to get back to normal .. routine are more or less like the past and things are starting to pick up .. i really wonder what's wrong with me .. other then the duty part there is nothing wrong about being alongside harbour for me but all my friends say that things are bored like the past all of them prefer yard then here ..

forget about work, just the beginning of this month my god sister got her ROM and i was there to witness the whole process .. it was all and all a happy thing but i dun see that kind of happiness in her eyes .. i really wonder, why ROM when you know that is not what you want ? i promise her that i will help me make a home video of her ROM for her and that took me 4 hours just to complete but i think it more than worth it .. even i like the video myself .. hehe .. not to mention her , thinks she must have tears coming from her eyes when she was watching that .. hehe .. jie, congrats .. remember to find time to have dinner with me at times hehe ..

oh ya, i plan to go MOS with my friends this coming saturday, anyone interested just drop me a sms ok ?? hehe .. i got to go, have to catch some sleep .. oh ya shino, if you are watching this too , just wanna say , dun worry too much .. i guess things will work out themselves ..

Been really really tired .. :(

2006-08-14T00:03:00.000-07:00

haiz another day just pass like that .. like no body's business .. hehe .. too bad who ask me to fail my IPPT now that i have to go back to camp everyday to run and run and more running .. i have to pass by the 1st of OCT. do you think i can make it ?? hehe .. anyway there is nothing to complain about the training i think i have gotten to slack since i am posted to ship anyway so this is a good time for me to train myself up again as well, actually i prefer life to be like this when we get paid to exercise hehe .. dun you think so ??

think the duty are getting more and more complicated .. things are getting more and more out of place and we can get activated anytime like the night before .. haiz ..

anyway , encountering some problems with my gf as well .. i dunno why i really love her a lot but she have to blow up at the most tiny thing .. i have this feeling that she want to quarrel with me as and when she can find things too .. haiz .. dun understand gals anymore .. thought that we can have a nice time together but in the end haiz .. really very confused now .. luckily now that i have to go back to camp everyday , at least when i am doing my training i can get my mind off this things .. ok will update again see you guys ..

It's been a while ..

2006-07-13T00:12:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone .. It's me again .. I think i have been away for quite a while .. Little did i notice that my last entry is about half a year ago .. hehe .. as most of my friends should know nothing much really happen other then i went to taiwan about 10 days during the month of april .. i think i overspend when i was there shopping and shopping .. i bought many things man .. haha .. even car accessories .. hehe .. but i love the accessories that they sell there .. firstly some are not sold in singapore even if you can afford there is not a second piece to that design .. then the price as well .. well there are many things that is below the price as compared too .. i bought lot and lot of clothes .. even bought a big doraemon .. hehe .. now i seems to have more time on hands as i will have more and more off coming up .. i will be going to phuket soon .. at the end of july so if you guys cannot get me dun think that yeehh .. shawn is finally 'dead' ok .. i will be back hehe ..

guess that is all about me for the moment .. if i have any more updates i will try to post asap .. hehe .. oh ya , if you are reading this my friends , remember to ask me out sometimes .. i am so damn bored staying at home and rot .. see ya ..

Caught by surprise !!

2005-12-31T02:55:00.000-08:00

i was wondering when i will come online to update you guys reading this .. actually i was scheduled to sail for my friend's ship to nowhere .. the sailing for was 4 days then suddenly today my L msg me and tell me that i no longer have to sail .. i was so happy cause the sailing will upset some of my planning and i also have to return duty when i return which means that i will have 3 weekends burn but nobody knows only ..

actually the last few days i quite sian loh .. then my gf keep asking me why i also so sianz sianz like that .. but now diff le .. i can get to enjoy myself more le .. hehe .. although elvin going to take leave and have a long weekend , but he have to renovate his home so his duty onboard i try to do for him loh .. hehe .. actually i think that after being onboard the same ship with elvin , at times there will be misunderstanding between us which is not easy to clear the air as we see each other everyday .. haiz ..

during my ship's dinner on the 29th .. from the lucky draw i won the top price .. it a $800 travel voucher .. hehe .. think i can take leave soon to travel .. hehe .. first time so heng .. dunno whether it is because of my gf heng then i heng also .. hehe .. oh ya , garfield if you are reading this .. where is my present ?? how come only my gf have .. so sianz .. haiz ..

ok this will be all .. so far i only know that i will be going for sailing to taiwan during march .. but the date still dunno when loh .. hehe .. see ya ..

Sorry so long didn't update my BLOG .. Something new ..

2005-12-12T18:56:00.000-08:00

Hi guys .. Again i took a long time to update my blog .. Recently i went india after the australia trip .. This time is even worse then the australia trip .. Food is lousy and even the transportation is not easy to get to wherever you want .. Bascially there is only a word to describe .. SUCKZ ..

haiz .. Nothing to do nothing to see and best we are like alien over there .. Everybody stare at you like you are from outerspace .. Sianz .. Worse of all i fall sick during this trip .. Nearly vomit and become merlion .. Haiz ..

Another thing to update you all .. I am no longer with shuyi .. PLS PLS PLS dun come and ask me why .. Cause even if you ask there is nothing that i can tell you at all .. Maybe it's time for a change and also there are a few major problems about myself ba .. Nothing wrong with her i think this time the problems lies with me myself ..

Recently i have been thinking too much ba , keep asking myself why i do what i do .. Is it because i need new gf to spice things up or just that i dunno how to handle myself anymore .. I have beeen giving it some thoughts , although i know that i shouldn't have done what i have did but i dun regret at all .. This also give me a chance to take a break and get to know other ppl .. Ppl that are close with me should know that it's not the first time that i cannot stand it anymore .. Maybe she doesn't notice but at times i just dun wanna explain and explain .. i just need her to trust me and my friends around me .. Can anyone tell me that he/she does not have more friends from the opposite sex ?

If i have a gf that have so much friends from the opposite sex and she choose to hang out with her friends rather then me although in my heart i will feel jealous and maybe even a little sad but i won't quarrel with her over this issue .. Of course if she spend more time with her friends than with me .. i will get angry lah .. But i always spend more time with her and yet she even feel that it is not enough .. To me , she always doesn't listen to what i want and what i need .. I feel like i am not being myself anymore .. I have to become what she likes and not what i am now ..

Think this blog is getting to long and you guys reading must be tired le .. hehe .. I am going to end this blog here .. Ppl , when you guys are free .. Just drop me a call and we can always meet up ok ??

See you all .. Will update you all again .. See ya .. Take care Ciaoz .. :)

Hi , finally i have the time to update you guys ..

2005-09-19T01:43:00.000-07:00

hi people , long time never update my blog .. been away for about 6 weeks , how are all of you ?? i have been to australia and bali .. it's actually the northern part of australia and around this time most of the people will move to the southern part of australia in search of the heat .. maybe you dun believe , but i feel damn hot when i was over there and people there are looking for more sun and avoid the cold weather , dun understand .. haiz .. anyway , i've been shopping and eating more shopping and more eating .. haiz .. but thanks to the shit job that i need to do , i didn't gain much weight .. oh ya , something very important that i forget to mention .. the stupid sea state .. it goes to as high as 3 and i can do nothing just feel like sleeping for that period .. oh ya , my hp bill adds up to about 700 bucks .. haiz .. nothing much i can do about that .. but i realise that the people there are very relax , so people if you wanna go for a holiday and just wanted to unwind , maybe you can try there .. a little boring though .. nothing much to do at all .. other then eating and shopping .. hehe .. if you all have the time pls ask me out ok ?? miss all of you all so much .. hope to see you guys soon .. take care .. catch you guys when i am not that busy .. anyway , think my gf was very glad .. cause i bought more things for her then i bought for myself .. haiz .. see ya around .. buai !!

After 2 days on board ship .. :'(

2005-06-29T09:27:00.000-07:00

Today is the 2nd day on board ship .. Today we have a very tired day and we are given some tasks to finish by next Tuesday .. I think i am having problems le .. Tomorrow although we are given leave , but there are so many things to do and study .. Sob sob , somebody help me .. Think i going mad soon .. Haha , then now i very stress .. Ahhh , more white hair .. Haha .. Think i going to sleep le , too tired haha .. Elvin also , my bro also damn tired haha .. Think he also very stress but ok lah .. At least we can stress together .. Hehe .. Night guys .. Hope to see you soon .. See ya ..

My trip to Bankok ..

2005-06-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

The first day we went shopping and we bought a lot of things .. Haha , but it was fun anyway .. On the 2nd day , we went on the tour provided .. We took a boat and went to the temple where i have uploaded the pics and also a small river market .. After that we went shopping again .. Haha .. 3rd day we went shopping again and again and again .. On the last day we shop till we drop , haha .. We bought a lot of clothings and food .. Haha , if you wanna try their local products tell me ok ok .. Hehe , going to sleep .. See ya .. Zzzz ..

2005-06-27T06:56:00.000-07:00

Very cute right .. taken when we are shopping in chatuchat market .. nothing to do then we take pic and shop loh .. hehe ..

2005-06-27T06:51:00.000-07:00

1 of the temple that i saw .. Very tall and steep leh .. dunno how they build this thing .. :)

2005-06-27T06:50:00.000-07:00

Night view from my hotel room .. haha .. very nice clouds ..

2005-06-27T06:47:00.000-07:00

Stupid snake wrapping around my body .. Haha , but quite fun taken with elvin

2005-06-27T06:44:00.000-07:00

Taken on the 2nd day during the tour ..

Haiz , very tired .. so many things to do .. so little time ..

2005-06-21T10:11:00.000-07:00

Today is Tuesday liao .. Haiz .. Tomorrow have so many things to do with so little time .. Tomorrow have to go bike shop to take my 11B then after that have to find shop to exchange money to baht .. After that have to pack my bag and if there is extra time .. Have to fix my bike .. Haiz .. Very busy ah .. Help me .. So many things to bring and dunno what bag to use .. haha ..

Since monday , i an enjoying myself so far .. We went KTV yesterday and it was quite fun with Jeremy and Elvin around .. They never fail to make me laugh .. Always push the songs that they dunno to Garfield .. haha , very ke lian him .. hehe ..

Today i went to collect our air tickets to Bankok .. hehe .. Looking forward to it .. At least i can take a break and see see around .. Hehe .. After that Garfield and me went to look for digital camera .. In the end we bought Canon Ixus 50 .. Really like that camera a lot .. He bought that for me .. so nice of him .. hehe .. Will remember this .. will get him nice nice de present also .. hehe .. Will treasure this present .. Have to sleep now , waking up early tomorrow .. haiz .. Zzzz :)

Finally , can relax for 1 weeks :)

2005-06-19T08:22:00.000-07:00

My course is finally ending .. After tomorrow i have 7 days of leave but after that i am posted to ship le .. But before that at least i get to enjoy for a while .. hehe .. Been quite stressful the past week, cause there are 2 tests which i have to pass to pass out from this course .. hehe , at least i manage to pass hehe .. What's more i am awarded the best trainee , due to jeremy failing his IPPT test , need more information ?? Get from jeremy ba .. haha .. And also due to jeremy , i have to give a speech as the best trainee and now i am having headache trying to get the speech out .. Somebody help me .. :''(
oh ya , my birthday finally coming .. hehe .. Very easy to remember for me cause i need to report to my ship on that day .. Think this year i cannot celebrate liao .. Wanted to ask all my friends .. hehe .. Gotto get back to my speech , see you guys soon ok ..
oh ya garfield , wanted to thank you that day for sending me home .. hehe .. see you guys around .. hehe ..

2005-06-12T09:06:00.000-07:00

Just taken haha .. need to cut hair again ..

My first entry :)

2005-06-12T08:34:00.000-07:00

This is the first entry of my blog .. Dunno what to tell you guys but maybe just update you all on something recently and going to happen ..
I am going to end my course at the school soon .. Finally going onboard ship .. Dunno whether is it going to be a good thing cause there will always be sailing but as compare to school , it is no longer that regimental .. As least there are some 'freedom' maybe i hope ..
Now as to what happened recently , i have book a place to bankok with my friends from camp and will be leaving on the 23th till 26 of this month .. If there are important matters , pls leave me a message .. I think that will be all .. see you all soon ..