Hi guys .. Again i took a long time to update my blog .. Recently i went india after the australia trip .. This time is even worse then the australia trip .. Food is lousy and even the transportation is not easy to get to wherever you want .. Bascially there is only a word to describe .. SUCKZ ..

haiz .. Nothing to do nothing to see and best we are like alien over there .. Everybody stare at you like you are from outerspace .. Sianz .. Worse of all i fall sick during this trip .. Nearly vomit and become merlion .. Haiz ..

Another thing to update you all .. I am no longer with shuyi .. PLS PLS PLS dun come and ask me why .. Cause even if you ask there is nothing that i can tell you at all .. Maybe it's time for a change and also there are a few major problems about myself ba .. Nothing wrong with her i think this time the problems lies with me myself ..

Recently i have been thinking too much ba , keep asking myself why i do what i do .. Is it because i need new gf to spice things up or just that i dunno how to handle myself anymore .. I have beeen giving it some thoughts , although i know that i shouldn't have done what i have did but i dun regret at all .. This also give me a chance to take a break and get to know other ppl .. Ppl that are close with me should know that it's not the first time that i cannot stand it anymore .. Maybe she doesn't notice but at times i just dun wanna explain and explain .. i just need her to trust me and my friends around me .. Can anyone tell me that he/she does not have more friends from the opposite sex ?

If i have a gf that have so much friends from the opposite sex and she choose to hang out with her friends rather then me although in my heart i will feel jealous and maybe even a little sad but i won't quarrel with her over this issue .. Of course if she spend more time with her friends than with me .. i will get angry lah .. But i always spend more time with her and yet she even feel that it is not enough .. To me , she always doesn't listen to what i want and what i need .. I feel like i am not being myself anymore .. I have to become what she likes and not what i am now ..

Think this blog is getting to long and you guys reading must be tired le .. hehe .. I am going to end this blog here .. Ppl , when you guys are free .. Just drop me a call and we can always meet up ok ??

See you all .. Will update you all again .. See ya .. Take care Ciaoz .. :)


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