i was wondering when i will come online to update you guys reading this .. actually i was scheduled to sail for my friend's ship to nowhere .. the sailing for was 4 days then suddenly today my L msg me and tell me that i no longer have to sail .. i was so happy cause the sailing will upset some of my planning and i also have to return duty when i return which means that i will have 3 weekends burn but nobody knows only ..

actually the last few days i quite sian loh .. then my gf keep asking me why i also so sianz sianz like that .. but now diff le .. i can get to enjoy myself more le .. hehe .. although elvin going to take leave and have a long weekend , but he have to renovate his home so his duty onboard i try to do for him loh .. hehe .. actually i think that after being onboard the same ship with elvin , at times there will be misunderstanding between us which is not easy to clear the air as we see each other everyday .. haiz ..

during my ship's dinner on the 29th .. from the lucky draw i won the top price .. it a $800 travel voucher .. hehe .. think i can take leave soon to travel .. hehe .. first time so heng .. dunno whether it is because of my gf heng then i heng also .. hehe .. oh ya , garfield if you are reading this .. where is my present ?? how come only my gf have .. so sianz .. haiz ..

ok this will be all .. so far i only know that i will be going for sailing to taiwan during march .. but the date still dunno when loh .. hehe .. see ya ..


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Hi guys .. Again i took a long time to update my blog .. Recently i went india after the australia trip .. This time is even worse then the australia trip .. Food is lousy and even the transportation is not easy to get to wherever you want .. Bascially there is only a word to describe .. SUCKZ ..

haiz .. Nothing to do nothing to see and best we are like alien over there .. Everybody stare at you like you are from outerspace .. Sianz .. Worse of all i fall sick during this trip .. Nearly vomit and become merlion .. Haiz ..

Another thing to update you all .. I am no longer with shuyi .. PLS PLS PLS dun come and ask me why .. Cause even if you ask there is nothing that i can tell you at all .. Maybe it's time for a change and also there are a few major problems about myself ba .. Nothing wrong with her i think this time the problems lies with me myself ..

Recently i have been thinking too much ba , keep asking myself why i do what i do .. Is it because i need new gf to spice things up or just that i dunno how to handle myself anymore .. I have beeen giving it some thoughts , although i know that i shouldn't have done what i have did but i dun regret at all .. This also give me a chance to take a break and get to know other ppl .. Ppl that are close with me should know that it's not the first time that i cannot stand it anymore .. Maybe she doesn't notice but at times i just dun wanna explain and explain .. i just need her to trust me and my friends around me .. Can anyone tell me that he/she does not have more friends from the opposite sex ?

If i have a gf that have so much friends from the opposite sex and she choose to hang out with her friends rather then me although in my heart i will feel jealous and maybe even a little sad but i won't quarrel with her over this issue .. Of course if she spend more time with her friends than with me .. i will get angry lah .. But i always spend more time with her and yet she even feel that it is not enough .. To me , she always doesn't listen to what i want and what i need .. I feel like i am not being myself anymore .. I have to become what she likes and not what i am now ..

Think this blog is getting to long and you guys reading must be tired le .. hehe .. I am going to end this blog here .. Ppl , when you guys are free .. Just drop me a call and we can always meet up ok ??

See you all .. Will update you all again .. See ya .. Take care Ciaoz .. :)


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