hi everyone, if there is someone there .. hope that everything is going well for you guys man .. just in case you guys are still supporting me just wanna let you all know that i will be away for a while this coming march for long sailing .. i will only be back at the end of march, to be more exact, it going to be 28th march that is .. anyway , hope that everyone have a nice lunar new year and get more red packets ok ??

nothing much from me recently other then some time i do feel a little vex and mix up .. maybe i think too much .. whatever the cause it;s new year now and i won't bother too much about it .. see you around .. :)


| S h a w n C r u i s e d A t 8:14 AM |

do any of you all feel that you are better of alone at times ?? some time i have this feelings, and it does not mean anything actually .. just that i feel kinda of stress out and tired when i am with my gf, why is that so ?? apparently, after asking around about this matter, i realise that i am not the only 1 here feeling this way .. recently i saw an interesting article some where in a magazine saying about this .. not sure whether that issue is the lastest issue but i think that it is quite interesting ..

there is a part saying that do you feel like you are bored when you are with your gf and you tends to go out with other gals .. actually i can say most guys will say ya , probably after being with your gf everyday for 2 years and more ?? hehe .. but back to the issue, they say that some times is not the company that you are with , actually it more of the things that you do together .. imagine the things that you do with your friends and you enjoy your friends company but how come when you are with your gf you feel kinda bored ?? it's most probably after a long period of time doing the same old things over and over again .. some advice for guys , maybe you can try something different with your gf like outdoor sports or take up dancing together .. hehe .. guess i have to answer this question myself too ..

just yesterday after a call from my friend, i had a bad fall .. i fell down from my bed .. haha .. you are right , from my bed .. and the worst thing is that i knock my knee against the floor.. so pain , nearly cried .. haha .. hell no , but it sure is painful even when i walk normally .. sianz .. maybe it cause of the call ?? i was shocked and sad when my friend hang up the phone .. i guess i was not paying attention at all when i was getting out of bed afterwards .. haha .. so that about all from me now .. hope to hear from all my friends soon ok ?? esp my mama sandy, anthea , shino and my ploy mates and so on .. just drop me a sms if you are busy .. see ya ..


| S h a w n C r u i s e d A t 2:35 AM |

finally my ship is out of yard .. finally things are starting to get back to normal .. routine are more or less like the past and things are starting to pick up .. i really wonder what's wrong with me .. other then the duty part there is nothing wrong about being alongside harbour for me but all my friends say that things are bored like the past all of them prefer yard then here ..

forget about work, just the beginning of this month my god sister got her ROM and i was there to witness the whole process .. it was all and all a happy thing but i dun see that kind of happiness in her eyes .. i really wonder, why ROM when you know that is not what you want ? i promise her that i will help me make a home video of her ROM for her and that took me 4 hours just to complete but i think it more than worth it .. even i like the video myself .. hehe .. not to mention her , thinks she must have tears coming from her eyes when she was watching that .. hehe .. jie, congrats .. remember to find time to have dinner with me at times hehe ..

oh ya, i plan to go MOS with my friends this coming saturday, anyone interested just drop me a sms ok ?? hehe .. i got to go, have to catch some sleep .. oh ya shino, if you are watching this too , just wanna say , dun worry too much .. i guess things will work out themselves ..


| S h a w n C r u i s e d A t 12:48 AM |

haiz another day just pass like that .. like no body's business .. hehe .. too bad who ask me to fail my IPPT now that i have to go back to camp everyday to run and run and more running .. i have to pass by the 1st of OCT. do you think i can make it ?? hehe .. anyway there is nothing to complain about the training i think i have gotten to slack since i am posted to ship anyway so this is a good time for me to train myself up again as well, actually i prefer life to be like this when we get paid to exercise hehe .. dun you think so ??

think the duty are getting more and more complicated .. things are getting more and more out of place and we can get activated anytime like the night before .. haiz ..

anyway , encountering some problems with my gf as well .. i dunno why i really love her a lot but she have to blow up at the most tiny thing .. i have this feeling that she want to quarrel with me as and when she can find things too .. haiz .. dun understand gals anymore .. thought that we can have a nice time together but in the end haiz .. really very confused now .. luckily now that i have to go back to camp everyday , at least when i am doing my training i can get my mind off this things .. ok will update again see you guys ..


| S h a w n C r u i s e d A t 12:03 AM |

Hi everyone .. It's me again .. I think i have been away for quite a while .. Little did i notice that my last entry is about half a year ago .. hehe .. as most of my friends should know nothing much really happen other then i went to taiwan about 10 days during the month of april .. i think i overspend when i was there shopping and shopping .. i bought many things man .. haha .. even car accessories .. hehe .. but i love the accessories that they sell there .. firstly some are not sold in singapore even if you can afford there is not a second piece to that design .. then the price as well .. well there are many things that is below the price as compared too .. i bought lot and lot of clothes .. even bought a big doraemon .. hehe .. now i seems to have more time on hands as i will have more and more off coming up .. i will be going to phuket soon .. at the end of july so if you guys cannot get me dun think that yeehh .. shawn is finally 'dead' ok .. i will be back hehe ..

guess that is all about me for the moment .. if i have any more updates i will try to post asap .. hehe .. oh ya , if you are reading this my friends , remember to ask me out sometimes .. i am so damn bored staying at home and rot .. see ya ..


| S h a w n C r u i s e d A t 12:12 AM |

i was wondering when i will come online to update you guys reading this .. actually i was scheduled to sail for my friend's ship to nowhere .. the sailing for was 4 days then suddenly today my L msg me and tell me that i no longer have to sail .. i was so happy cause the sailing will upset some of my planning and i also have to return duty when i return which means that i will have 3 weekends burn but nobody knows only ..

actually the last few days i quite sian loh .. then my gf keep asking me why i also so sianz sianz like that .. but now diff le .. i can get to enjoy myself more le .. hehe .. although elvin going to take leave and have a long weekend , but he have to renovate his home so his duty onboard i try to do for him loh .. hehe .. actually i think that after being onboard the same ship with elvin , at times there will be misunderstanding between us which is not easy to clear the air as we see each other everyday .. haiz ..

during my ship's dinner on the 29th .. from the lucky draw i won the top price .. it a $800 travel voucher .. hehe .. think i can take leave soon to travel .. hehe .. first time so heng .. dunno whether it is because of my gf heng then i heng also .. hehe .. oh ya , garfield if you are reading this .. where is my present ?? how come only my gf have .. so sianz .. haiz ..

ok this will be all .. so far i only know that i will be going for sailing to taiwan during march .. but the date still dunno when loh .. hehe .. see ya ..


| S h a w n C r u i s e d A t 2:55 AM |

Hi guys .. Again i took a long time to update my blog .. Recently i went india after the australia trip .. This time is even worse then the australia trip .. Food is lousy and even the transportation is not easy to get to wherever you want .. Bascially there is only a word to describe .. SUCKZ ..

haiz .. Nothing to do nothing to see and best we are like alien over there .. Everybody stare at you like you are from outerspace .. Sianz .. Worse of all i fall sick during this trip .. Nearly vomit and become merlion .. Haiz ..

Another thing to update you all .. I am no longer with shuyi .. PLS PLS PLS dun come and ask me why .. Cause even if you ask there is nothing that i can tell you at all .. Maybe it's time for a change and also there are a few major problems about myself ba .. Nothing wrong with her i think this time the problems lies with me myself ..

Recently i have been thinking too much ba , keep asking myself why i do what i do .. Is it because i need new gf to spice things up or just that i dunno how to handle myself anymore .. I have beeen giving it some thoughts , although i know that i shouldn't have done what i have did but i dun regret at all .. This also give me a chance to take a break and get to know other ppl .. Ppl that are close with me should know that it's not the first time that i cannot stand it anymore .. Maybe she doesn't notice but at times i just dun wanna explain and explain .. i just need her to trust me and my friends around me .. Can anyone tell me that he/she does not have more friends from the opposite sex ?

If i have a gf that have so much friends from the opposite sex and she choose to hang out with her friends rather then me although in my heart i will feel jealous and maybe even a little sad but i won't quarrel with her over this issue .. Of course if she spend more time with her friends than with me .. i will get angry lah .. But i always spend more time with her and yet she even feel that it is not enough .. To me , she always doesn't listen to what i want and what i need .. I feel like i am not being myself anymore .. I have to become what she likes and not what i am now ..

Think this blog is getting to long and you guys reading must be tired le .. hehe .. I am going to end this blog here .. Ppl , when you guys are free .. Just drop me a call and we can always meet up ok ??

See you all .. Will update you all again .. See ya .. Take care Ciaoz .. :)


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